TO KEEP OR TO LET GO…

god im living car crash, everybody seems to stop to watch the wreckage. over a plate of tapsi I asked if he still wants to continue our relationship. and he said no. that eventhough we love each other we cant go on because I dont have trust in him. in a month we'll be celebrating our anniversary. we should be making progress by this time, yet instead because of my immaturity and my fucked up paranoia, were much worse than where we started off. i know breaking up is much easier but there comes a point that you fight for that single strand of chance. when all seems lost, hope remains. I HOPE THAT ILL BE  A BETTER PERSON FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP.

in case you wanna share some advice, i could use some atleast for today. 

Lindsay is MAXIMS # 1 hottest

Hottest? Somebody set her on fire! In hollywood youre only as good as your last appearance. Well since this is where Lohan was last seen, at MAXIMS top 100 party, I think that the editor fainted at the sight of her looking like a mutated carebear

MC digs econmy class

Shes got a new film (Tennessee) but an old problem with Math and common sense. In order to meet budget on the new film MC was boarded in economy class. Hence the whistling kettle personified bought all the seats in economy, being the dive that she is. So how many seats are there and how much is one business class seat? MARIAH PAY ATTENTION. ..and id like to get the cofidence you used when you wore that smock. The pic below was obviously edited but it aint too hard to believe as well that shed be like that.

John Mayer finally came to his senses

I fell in love with him when i heard BACK TO YOU. Hes a fantastic young musician. Hes got good looks. I didnt ask him to love me but dating Jessica Simpson put me off. Well, when you're all stressed and down, two hefty pair of jugs can sure bring comfort. But please choose jugs that take orders well from the bearer. Mayer dumped her last week.

Show me some love you guys!

SO im just new here. for the last hour ive been transferring my posts from my livejournal. I must say that it was breezy. Pheng has been egging me to try out i.ph. LIAR! Well I wanna be polite as possible, i have friends who use lj, but let me put it this way, my blogs will go along way and touch MORE people here.

So show me some love first to give a comment will get My Marvel Taheebo gift pack.

P.S. Leave your contact info. You must admit, some nights can get lonely.

sheesha @ Joey’s 4Xforce

Solu Music's FADE is blasting from my phone and its 6:02.
What have I done so far? The time it took me to write that question wasnt enough to get me to thinking what fruitful thing Ive done. Lifes like this for those who are on the 1-10 AM EST shift. So Kathy went on her daily litany of her sexual escapades and her undying, obsessive and suicidal love for her BF. Try to sit down with Kathy and I bet my bottomed ass that the first and last person shell talk about it is her BF. If you ask me its driving me nuts. I know I think of my partner often but her acts borders lunacy and obsession. 
So my stomach is still grumbling from my night out with that crazy lass. Yes I went out with Kathy last night. And yes Iam a self professed masochist. So while drinking beer she went at it again. I dont know but there are people I guess that I consciously dont shut up. So I saw a sheeshaa. To the untrained eye it may look like a middle eastern vase, yet for those who enjoy it the sheesha or hooka is the cordon bleu of cigs. 

I aske the waiter for it. For 200 bucks. I experienced my third hooka. If youve been smoking cigs for hell knows when, hooka will be a pleasant change. Dont be intimidated by its fancy exterior. Its basically composed of a container that holds the water, a tube runs up to the top, where hot coal and tobacco are placed, and to the pipe. Well the only flavor that they have that night is cherry. So puff I went. It took some good convincing before Kathy tried it. A few puffs and Kathy and the hooka became kindred spirits. Its really wonderful to view the smoke as it comes out of the  mouth or nostrils of the one smoking it. Its much more dense than cig smoke. Basically you go at it like youd normally smoke a cig only your smoking through a steel or wooden pipe. ALWAYS ASK FOR A PLASTIC CAP FOR THE TIP. All you wanna share is good times with your friends not their medical history. So get that cap no matter what, Well not really under the normal run of things i wouldve begged for it, but last night was different, the hooka reminds me of somebody, so I shun all fears of contracting any illness from the previous user and puffed from 10:30 PM to 2AM. I just asked for kleenex to wipe the pipe. 

Me puking and sleeping the alcohol off in the office after the jump.

ahoy

dark skinned melancholic freak. 23 year old demographic. im a god. i believe in love i believe in dreams. i live in the philippines and has been living by its carbon monoxide for the longest time. im an outsourced employee of a multi million dollar telephone company — in short colloquial terms, im a callcenter agent. i want to be a pilot — a beautiful aviator. i make fun of myself but i dont let others get the best of me. im a living proof that the filipino can do it — JRS express! im addicted to the opening song of wowowee. i love chicken curry and cinnamon or cinammon. a piece of advice to all of you..especially the youth, just do whatever you wanna do to your life. the whole word, everyone of us, is messed up and you only lead your life once for you to care about the other person's opinion. but what you need to make sure of is that at the end of each day you made YOURSELF proud.

Of fucked up IPODS, TABOO and FIRE DRILLS

So here I am at my ever dependable, shrink-like, stress relieving spot in the office - my workstation. Well looking around I can say that Ive made this nook. hmmm.(looks around scratches chin) My in and out tray that I never touch. The stainless mug that I borrowed from Rommel, well technically i stole it cause i didnt ask him to lend it to me. The cap of my fave perfume from Bench. By the way im wearing TJ's sweatshirt. So all of that adds up to my ordinarilly boring day at the office. But hell no. Thanks to my blog. It gives me selfworth, exercise for my fingers and a meaningful way to kill time while I wait for american AT&T DSL subscribers to call me and complain about why is their president not black.

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Yeah I know Penny Im a Fat Retard

Have you ever felt that you are so not in the right place. Well get this im sick.
I have a bad case of dry cough as Im slouching in my office swivel chair, at 21 degrees celsius. Yeah thats cold for me, Im an asian who was born in a non-airconditioned hospital, and raised in  a house where 25 degrees is a breezy day. Why not get a lozenge from the clinic. Great thinking, if youre not me who has a crush on the clicnic nurse. Im such a retard. So here I am in my sweats and flanel sheet  around my neck. I could pass as a homeless asian in manhattan if not for my internet access. 

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